Wednesday, November 21, 2012

happy anniversary :)

assalamualaikum..haapy anniversary love..6years .insha allah .im soryy love..i forgot my credit had expired today..so i hope this can help me..hehe..im so happy because we had go through many challanges together..
i pray that we will be together forever.tq love make me happy be with u.i hope Allah will fasten our jodoh ..hehe..

 u are part of me
im a part of u
hellooo there..!!i wanna say..i love u!!





love u,nazhif..
i hope we will not gaduh2 anymore..
i will try change my behaviour,
im not perfect,
but i try to be.
insha allah..


Sunday, November 4, 2012

its break and burn and end.




our love is broken

its 

break

and 

burned

and 

end.

im tired .
my love just didnt appriciate by someone.


i do love u.
but
did love her

im not special anymore.
im just same like others.

we are not together .

its broken.

its just u had her in ur hearts.
im not important anymore
im really sad.
i had to make this even its hurts me.

but its good for us.im leaving for ur happiness with her.

hope u happy with her. we cannot together again.
i wanna be alone.
i wanna give my love to someone that really appreciate me.
and love me as i am.
loyal to me as i am.
hope i can find someone better.



i know u want her.
maybe she is better than me
as u said.

i always pray that both u happy together.

goodbye my beloved.
happy together with her.




lots of love from me.....




Friday, November 2, 2012

speechless..hm :(









hope u understand my feeling right now.please dont  make my feeling like toys.treat me like person that u love the most coz iloveusomuch.






Thursday, November 1, 2012

make me strong ya allah..



I know I’m waiting
Waiting for something
Something to happen to me
But this waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Nothing in life is free
I wish that somehow
You’d tell me out aloud
That on that day I’ll be ok
But we’ll never know cause
That’s not the way it works
Help me find my way

My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I’ve lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong
I know I’m waiting
Yearning for something
Something known only to me
This waiting comes with
Trials and challenges
Life is one mystery
I wish that somehow
You’d tell me out aloud
That on that day you’ll forgive me
But we’ll never know cause
That’s not the way it works
I beg for your mercy
My Lord show me right from wrong
Give me light make me strong
I know the road is long
Make me strong
Sometimes it just gets too much
I feel that I’ve lost touch
I know the road is long
Make me strong

be strong niesa.hm :(

Thursday, October 4, 2012

enough :)

my hearts is broken into pieces now.i didnt belive anyone anymore except my family,friends and my true love ,my lord.Ya Allah.tq always be with me when im sad,happy,im down and i am so happy coz u give me the strenght.i am so blessed.now.i am happy coz im not sad anymore when having hard time coz i know i have Allah.its ok if others didnt belive me.but Allah always believe me.He know who i am.really understand me.tq Allah.

Dear my beloved ,
 i do love u.but u really didnt appreciate me.u buzy protecting others than me.ohh..so bad man.why are u acting like that.make me hate u.but its fine.i will not able to hate u.coz u the one that i love so much.maybe there is no fate between us.i will ok soon.i will walk by my own.im not depending on u.I will release my hands that hold u tight coz u did release it before i did that.never mine .just enjoy ur life there.i know u happy there right.i will not rule ur anymore.there is no more me in ur heart.

im sorry coz i am afraid to accept you again as u done so much thing that make my heart hurts and u never used the chance that i gave .ok.i want be alone.man always make me sick.only my future husband will love me and protect me.ohh my future husband,im here.hope we can meet soon.my prince charming,i am here ur princess .

ok.lets starts a day with no more tears.be strong niesa.Allah alwys with me.:)

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

broken heart

today..really sad.he didnt believe me.he believe her.how cant he believe someone that he just know for few month than someone that he love for few years??.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

The future is among us b.:) insyaallah


b.I dont know why i love u so much.It just because u always make me smile.:)


i hope even it is very hard situation we should face,lets settle it together.
two is better than one.
help me when im down,i also will help u when u down .


i always pray for our future and happiness.
i also pray that we will be together
and i hope 
our love
untill.
.
.
.
.
.
.
we married and forever


women was made from the rib of man
she was not created from his head to top him,
nor from his feet to be stepped upon,

she was made from his side to be close to him,
From beneath his arm to be protected by him,
Next his heart to be loved by him.



i will love you forever.







Friday, September 14, 2012

if its was not ok.it is not the end.:) keep calm

hye my  simple diary.:)

today i have made my decision.i am going to forget him even its hurts me coz he is the only man that i love now.Even its hurts i wanna forget all this coz its too pain to go through all this.my tears was falling everyday when i remember him.too sad,but i must do this.i cant forget all about him .i must try harder.
this is my decision after long time i think.i cant let my heart hurt ,my tears falling,my soul hurt.too pain when loving someone and then they leave us .i need to be strong.Allah always with me.I believe Allah will give me the strong .Allah was testing me.I know.I must be strong.

Dear my love,

i know u didnt notice my love for u was very deep.It almost 6 years we have been together.so much memory we create.so much happiness i get when we together.But i know our jodoh not long to be together.
U have change totally until i didnt recognize urself.but its ok my love.i cant stop u to change.i didnt have the power.i know so much choice u have there.all girls was pretty and nice there.it is not my power to stop u loving other girls.it is ur choice.im just simple girl,im not very pretty.im not very nice.im just a simple girl which have strong love in loving someone i love.From now on,i will not love other men.except my husband and for now.it was close.and only I want is my true love.my creator,Allah.
Im soryy for all my wrong for u.I hope u can forgive me.I had forgive ur fault.My love, the only thing i wanna say for u.if u are my husband in future.I will love u untill jannah.

Stay calm and happy there.Take care .Study hard and be a good man.i`ll love u forever.
if had jodoh,we will meet again i hope.thank you.Assalamualaikum.:)


-anisah-


Thursday, September 13, 2012

i am not ok here bby :(

i am not ok here.i am very sad.u left me.it all over.it really sad.everyday my tears falling when i remember u bb.u`re the one and only my love after Allah and Rasulullah.we did love each other.why u left me.its really hard to say.no one can understand my feeling.im too down..im not ok here bb.why really fast u change.u forget me.u left me.why u did this to me.did u forget our promise.our love..whyy u became like this.too hard to say.bb..im not ok here.hmm.lets settle all these..i miss u<3

bb.where are u.im sad now.when im sad.u alwys give me this teddy bear.give me the teddy.

this is the only way i can expressed my feeling .:(.ily

Friday, August 10, 2012

Iftar at Steamboat antarabangsa!!..:)

Assalamualaikum..

On 6 August ,smalam la..we had our iftar at Steamboat Antarabangsa..this place located at seksyen 9 ,Bandar Baru Bangi..waa..smlam stgah hari duk mencari tempat makan ntok berbuka..really hard..tp last2 berbaloi..actually kteowg nk try chinese muslim food..so google2..jmpe restoran mohd chan..review customer yg dtg ok..tp price mhal skit..so..trus cncel..then jmpe plak Restoran Red wok..da calling2 nk booking..tp da full..aiyaa..susahnyee..last2 jmpe Steamboat Antarabangsa..luckily ad lg tempat..cpt2 book ..yeay!..aduhh tp cmne nk pegi..xde kete la..dgn bantuan wawa (dealer kete sewa yg sgt hebat) kteowg pun dptla sewa sbjik kancil baru..blehla..asalkan sampai..nk makan steamboat pnye pasal..hbes duit..xpe2..
 so,kami pun menaiki kete kancik kiut yg dipandu oleh yin..terus pecut amik mila miley..yuhuuu..

yin with me
haha..da pecut amik mila trus pgi steamboat antarabngsa..yum2..perut pun da berbunyi..xsbar nk makan da..jom makan!

inila steamboat yg kami dah makan..sedapla jugak..

wawa n tasha tgah bzi cooking2.hehe

makan bnyak sgt smpai xlarat bangun..paling best walaupun byar mahal ..berbaloi..i give 3stars for this restaurant!!.



                                                             ice cream as the dessert..tmbah 3kali..mmg best!!
alhamdulillah..semoga dpt lagi berbuka with friend next time dgn makanan yg enak2..tq ALLAH!















Saturday, July 28, 2012

trauma..thank you Allah saving me

tq Allah save my life..ya allah..seseungguhnya kaulah yg maha penyayang..terima kasih kerana telah menyelamatkan tganku dan nyawaku dari hampir tersepit di pintu ktm baru sebentar tdi..syukur tiada sebarang luka pada tubuhku..cuma kesan tersepit pada tgan dan kuku ku ada kesan hitam..tp sikit je..mgkin dari pintu ktm..detik cemas tdi walaupun barlaku xsampai beberapa minit tp sungguh trauma buatku..ak berusaha menyelamatkan tganku yang hampir tersepit ..sykur ad plastic bag kotak kasut yg baru ak beli td..ak mmbiarkan kotak yg tersepit dr tgnku..tp terken juga pada tgnku..ya allah..kaula yg maha penyayang.aku memohom keampunan mu di bulan ramadhan yang mulia ini..terima kasih skali lagi kerana menyelamatkan aku...

ps;jgn masuk ktm train kal agak2 xsmpat..kal x kene sepitt..ingt taw

Wednesday, July 25, 2012

i am the jealous girl..yes..its me

ya..its me..i am very jealous person.but only im jeles when someone became special at him..its hard to me to understand u..coz i never had a very special person in my life after my parents and family..u are the only one in my heart..my mind..anything u said sometimes can make me sad..very happy..and all that kind of feelings..
mmg susah nk paham orang.kadang bleh tersalah paham..walaupun da lame kenal..really hard..tp i try my best to understand u..coz i really love u!!yeay..i really want u to became my hubby..make my life more happy.more worth..more love..more easy..i want u..i choose u..never mind if u not complete..lets complete ourself together..for our happiness...i am sorry if i am too jeles..too careful ..that make u felt uneasy with me..i am really afraid if u betray me..but i believe u didnt do that..sayang.i always pray for us..make us together..make the best for us..:)..i cant stop loving u...im sory for my wrong..

p/s:please hear this song..satu bintang-antique

Sunday, July 15, 2012

RAMADHAN

Assalamualaikum.its about 5 day more count down for ramadhan,the good month,every muslim really appriciate the beauty of ramadhan month.So what we need to do in this month instead of fasting..Lets increase our pahala and our relationship with our creator.
semoga kita menjadi hamba yang bertaqwa dah beriman .Perbanyakkan amalan di puasa .Insyaallah.







Wednesday, July 11, 2012

i am fine here ..how are you there? :)

assalamualiakum ..hello.this entry special for you love.its about 2weeks you at new states.Johor !!..my lovely hometown..how are you there my love?..
you should be happy at the new environment,new friends,new taste of foods..johor style..it is same with the ipoh style.i hope so.i am really really miss u so much.rase mcm nk  terbang je g batu phat mlawat u b.tp xleh..xpela..jnji we still keep in touch..<3<3..i am fine here.bosan kt umah tp 2 weeks more to stay home before continue with new sem..sem 3!..
xexcited sgt sbb takot susahhh..emm..ape lg nk gtaw ek..

Im practicising driving with akak tqa last week..yeay! good news..
da brani bwak mak pegi klinik taw even kne hon ngn kete lain skali je but da x afraid nk drive..pazni blehla i drive u b..



annyeonghaseyo(hello) b.im in mom`s blue cute car.i can drive now..not afraid anymore.yeay!..:P

hehe..xpyah susah2 amik n anta..sian b..tp bad news as u know..opah had passed away..really miss her so much..mlm2 tgk barang2 dye..pampers..towel..ubat2 dye..teringat kt dye..rndu sgt..pztu ad terbaca her diary taw..sedihhh..kteorang pun xtaw kisah silam dye..even mak pun xtaw detail..opah ni ske berahsia upenye..emm..b doakan kesejahteraan dye kt sane ek.amin..ok.

Tuesday, June 26, 2012

new life for u

today.a day for ur registration to futher study ..u are doing diploma in computer grafic design..yeayyy!!...at last u get what u really want ,my mr.N..i am really happy for u..eventhough  ur kptm batu pahat ,johor quite far from my collage ..but i believe u can stdy hard for ur future..i believe in ur talent.chaiyuk2 syg..em.wlaupun agak sedih berjauhan..johor----bangii---ipohh..tp xpe..yg penting kte belajar untuk tingkatkn ilmu.Distant doesnt matter if u love someone,but what matters is our honesty and trust each other in a relationship..that is most important!..
 
<3 me with mr.N <3