Thursday, October 4, 2012

enough :)

my hearts is broken into pieces now.i didnt belive anyone anymore except my family,friends and my true love ,my lord.Ya Allah.tq always be with me when im sad,happy,im down and i am so happy coz u give me the strenght.i am so blessed.now.i am happy coz im not sad anymore when having hard time coz i know i have Allah.its ok if others didnt belive me.but Allah always believe me.He know who i am.really understand me.tq Allah.

Dear my beloved ,
 i do love u.but u really didnt appreciate me.u buzy protecting others than me.ohh..so bad man.why are u acting like that.make me hate u.but its fine.i will not able to hate u.coz u the one that i love so much.maybe there is no fate between us.i will ok soon.i will walk by my own.im not depending on u.I will release my hands that hold u tight coz u did release it before i did that.never mine .just enjoy ur life there.i know u happy there right.i will not rule ur anymore.there is no more me in ur heart.

im sorry coz i am afraid to accept you again as u done so much thing that make my heart hurts and u never used the chance that i gave .ok.i want be alone.man always make me sick.only my future husband will love me and protect me.ohh my future husband,im here.hope we can meet soon.my prince charming,i am here ur princess .

ok.lets starts a day with no more tears.be strong niesa.Allah alwys with me.:)

Wednesday, October 3, 2012

broken heart

today..really sad.he didnt believe me.he believe her.how cant he believe someone that he just know for few month than someone that he love for few years??.