Sunday, September 16, 2012

The future is among us b.:) insyaallah


b.I dont know why i love u so much.It just because u always make me smile.:)


i hope even it is very hard situation we should face,lets settle it together.
two is better than one.
help me when im down,i also will help u when u down .


i always pray for our future and happiness.
i also pray that we will be together
and i hope 
our love
untill.
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we married and forever


women was made from the rib of man
she was not created from his head to top him,
nor from his feet to be stepped upon,

she was made from his side to be close to him,
From beneath his arm to be protected by him,
Next his heart to be loved by him.



i will love you forever.







Friday, September 14, 2012

if its was not ok.it is not the end.:) keep calm

hye my  simple diary.:)

today i have made my decision.i am going to forget him even its hurts me coz he is the only man that i love now.Even its hurts i wanna forget all this coz its too pain to go through all this.my tears was falling everyday when i remember him.too sad,but i must do this.i cant forget all about him .i must try harder.
this is my decision after long time i think.i cant let my heart hurt ,my tears falling,my soul hurt.too pain when loving someone and then they leave us .i need to be strong.Allah always with me.I believe Allah will give me the strong .Allah was testing me.I know.I must be strong.

Dear my love,

i know u didnt notice my love for u was very deep.It almost 6 years we have been together.so much memory we create.so much happiness i get when we together.But i know our jodoh not long to be together.
U have change totally until i didnt recognize urself.but its ok my love.i cant stop u to change.i didnt have the power.i know so much choice u have there.all girls was pretty and nice there.it is not my power to stop u loving other girls.it is ur choice.im just simple girl,im not very pretty.im not very nice.im just a simple girl which have strong love in loving someone i love.From now on,i will not love other men.except my husband and for now.it was close.and only I want is my true love.my creator,Allah.
Im soryy for all my wrong for u.I hope u can forgive me.I had forgive ur fault.My love, the only thing i wanna say for u.if u are my husband in future.I will love u untill jannah.

Stay calm and happy there.Take care .Study hard and be a good man.i`ll love u forever.
if had jodoh,we will meet again i hope.thank you.Assalamualaikum.:)


-anisah-


Thursday, September 13, 2012

i am not ok here bby :(

i am not ok here.i am very sad.u left me.it all over.it really sad.everyday my tears falling when i remember u bb.u`re the one and only my love after Allah and Rasulullah.we did love each other.why u left me.its really hard to say.no one can understand my feeling.im too down..im not ok here bb.why really fast u change.u forget me.u left me.why u did this to me.did u forget our promise.our love..whyy u became like this.too hard to say.bb..im not ok here.hmm.lets settle all these..i miss u<3

bb.where are u.im sad now.when im sad.u alwys give me this teddy bear.give me the teddy.

this is the only way i can expressed my feeling .:(.ily