hye my simple diary.:)
today i have made my decision.i am going to forget him even its hurts me coz he is the only man that i love now.Even its hurts i wanna forget all this coz its too pain to go through all this.my tears was falling everyday when i remember him.too sad,but i must do this.i cant forget all about him .i must try harder.
this is my decision after long time i think.i cant let my heart hurt ,my tears falling,my soul hurt.too pain when loving someone and then they leave us .i need to be strong.Allah always with me.I believe Allah will give me the strong .Allah was testing me.I know.I must be strong.
Dear my love,
i know u didnt notice my love for u was very deep.It almost 6 years we have been together.so much memory we create.so much happiness i get when we together.But i know our jodoh not long to be together.
U have change totally until i didnt recognize urself.but its ok my love.i cant stop u to change.i didnt have the power.i know so much choice u have there.all girls was pretty and nice there.it is not my power to stop u loving other girls.it is ur choice.im just simple girl,im not very pretty.im not very nice.im just a simple girl which have strong love in loving someone i love.From now on,i will not love other men.except my husband and for now.it was close.and only I want is my true love.my creator,Allah.
Im soryy for all my wrong for u.I hope u can forgive me.I had forgive ur fault.My love, the only thing i wanna say for u.if u are my husband in future.I will love u untill jannah.
Stay calm and happy there.Take care .Study hard and be a good man.i`ll love u forever.
if had jodoh,we will meet again i hope.thank you.Assalamualaikum.:)
-anisah-
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